your burnt offerings are continually
before me.
I
will not accept a bull from your house
or goats from your folds.
For
every beast of the forest is mine,
the cattle on a thousand
hills.
I
know all the birds of the hills,
and all that moves in the
field is mine.
If
I were hungry, I would not tell you,
for the world and its
fullness are mine.
Do
I eat the flesh of bulls
or drink the blood of
goats? -Psalm 50:8-13
If you were like me and grew up in a church ever since you
were a kid, you’ve probably heard this phrase a million times: “We’re doing
this to serve God.” It was drilled into me from a very young age. All service
-- leading worship, cleaning the church, going on a missions trip, visiting
nursing homes, singing in the choir, holding clothing drives and food drives,
teaching Sunday School, babysitting the kids at cell group meetings, leading
small groups in youth group, etc. was for God.
It struck me as I was reading this psalm this morning how
ridiculous the notion is that I could do anything for God. Does God really need
my help to do any of this? Do my sacrifices of time and talent benefit him
in any way? Can I give anything to God that isn’t already his? Problem
is, I grew up with this notion that I could
benefit God, or at least his kingdom, by being self-sacrificial and
volunteering my time and energy to doing good deeds.
This psalm, however, says that nothing we give or offer to
God is needed, because everything is his to begin with, including our time and
our talents. So what exactly are we doing when we “serve God”?
Offer
to God a sacrifice of thanksgiving,
and perform your vows to
the Most High,
and
call upon me in the day of trouble;
I will deliver you, and you
shall glorify me. -Psalm 50:14-15
The attitude of these following verses is one of thanksgiving and the
posture is one of receiving, even while “doing for God.” What that means is, I
do for God, because getting involved benefits me. I want to be a part of his
work in the world, not because I can do great things for him, but because he
will do great things in me while I’m involved.
A loose analogy would be something like the relationship of a master and his apprentice. The apprentice doesn’t work for the master primarily because the master needs help; rather, the apprentice helps so that he can learn the trade, thereby benefitting from working for him.
All service for God benefits me, not God. God can get his
purposes accomplished perfectly without me. Yet, that fact doesn’t encourage me
to slack off and do nothing, because doing for God benefits me. What kind of benefits? Experiencing his goodness in giving me his best, seeing more of his faithfulness in keeping his promises, feeling security and joy in doing the work I was made to do, and watching my life unfold more perfectly than I could ever have planned for myself.
Once in a while I wonder if my work is as beneficial to
God’s kingdom as, say, the work of a missionary, or a social worker, or a Bible
translator, or a pastor, or even a musician. But I am mistaken to even think in
that way. Doing for God can’t be measured by how much or how little it affects
his kingdom. It is measured by how closely I am walking in step with the
Spirit, by my faithfulness to any task he gives me, and by the hope I have when
I follow his leading.
In other words, there is no point in judging a Christian’s usefulness
by what he does for God. In God’s sight, no one is useful. We are only
responding to the gift of his invitation to join him in his work, and in the
process, reap the benefits on our own heads. When we follow his leading, nothing is ever wasted.